tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-34606880918666028742012-02-17T09:17:44.539+07:00my simple daily life :)aldillanoreply@blogger.comBlogger821100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-70717085564048170672011-09-24T06:45:00.002+07:002011-09-24T06:59:02.851+07:00

Okay, I think the title has summarized all of what I would posted bellow. Today is the end of my second week in this so called 7th semester. This semester is different than any other semester i’ve had. I have the chance to take my master degree while finishing my bachelor degree, so in this so called program, I can get my bachelor and master degree in only five years. It sounds scary, even

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-138105455800761062011-09-23T22:25:00.003+07:002011-09-24T07:02:24.772+07:00

     Sudah satu tahun lebih ternyata bog ini terlantar. Dan ini yang kesekian kalinya saya berbuat seperti ini. Coba saya ingat kenapa blog ini saya tinggalkan...? Oh! Waktu itu sepertinya saya lagi kecanduan tumblr, yang bisa reblog dan lebih simple look-nya. Tapi lama-kelamaan tumblr mulai booming dan jadi gak seru lagi buat saya. Jadilah tumblr saya isinya hanya reblog-an semua. Paling

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Selain bebenah rumah, 3 hari liburan ini kerjaan saya ya cuma online dan nonton DVD. beberapa review singkat (bukan review juga sih, it's just a thought of mind) rally DVD saya... enjoy! 500 Days of Summer Tom Hansen yang meninggalkan mimpi arsitekturnya untuk sebuah perusahaan kartu ucapan, percaya akan adanya soulmate terlebih ketika ia bertemu Summer Finn. Seorang perempuan dengan

aldillanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-60563167657217625652009-12-19T15:07:00.002+07:002009-12-20T08:18:37.554+07:00

I'm totally bored! Capeknya keliling condet-cawang buat cari ban. siapa bilang perempuan bego otomotif? totally not! kami kaum hawa hanya tak punya waktu bermain otomotif, tapi kami bisa saat dalam keadaan mendesak! Hehe abis ganti ban dueler daihatsu taft jadi ban radial biasa next step adalah mengganti gear kopling! then the car will be ready to use.. sorry Papi Topo saya meninggalkan

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Seringkali kita mengeluh dengan keadaan yang bersikap tak adil. Selalu saja keadaan tidak seperti yang kita inginkan. Seperti kisah dosen A yang walaupun sangat jenius tapi sudah sangat tua masih dipercaya mengajar mata kuliah yang sangat sulit dipahami. Semangat mengajar beliau sangat tinggi. Namun, apa daya fisik beliau tak bisa dibohongi. Kata-kata yang kelauar dari mulut beliau sudah

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bukan lagi twitter atau facebook yang menggiurkan bagi saya, tapi tumblr! ya, tumblr adalah obsesi terbaru saya. jika twitter yang bergenre miniblogging hanya untuk mengupdate status dan terkesan menjadikan seseorang stalker (menurut saya lho). facebook yang merupakan situs jejaring sosial membuat kebanyakan orang jadi tak produktif, pengguna terkadang jadi terlau komsumtif dan sekedar

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-62049383251875713452009-11-21T15:31:00.002+07:002009-11-21T15:31:49.600+07:00

another saturday knocked your window, what will you do today? what benefit will you give to your surroundings?

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UTS PPBB [susulan] ternyata butuh banyak kesabaran dan sangat menakutkan. setelah menunggu pak dosen kembali dari china dan berbagai rapatnya, beliau membuat janji jam 3 hari kamis untuk saya susulan. karena tidak ingin telat saya pun berangkat jam setengah 2 dari rumah, ternyata hujan besar di depok dan jalan ke departemen tergenang air. alhasil saya memutar lewat kantek tapi ternyata juga

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Friday Freaky .    cuman karena ortega ; gw, lilah dan cyn" hujan2an dari kukel smp teknik :( pengalaman sih haha. sampe neduh dan ngobrol sama orang kelurahan, numpang toilet, hampir ketabrak motor, dan bertindak konyol. berasa lagi main chocolate factories, kita neduh dari satu shelter ke shelter lain (shelter alias kios2 alias warung -lol.)     mau keluar gerbang kukel langsung berubah alay

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-13313153345622325682009-11-07T18:48:00.000+07:002009-11-07T18:48:47.211+07:00

Holga 120 - 3D Camera Yes there are two lenses on that camera. Yes that means you can take photo’s in 3D. Yes you should buy one. This has shot right to the top of my imaginary ‘want’ list.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-68190817110915000352009-11-07T18:38:00.000+07:002009-11-07T18:38:05.405+07:00

enough with the yellow.mellow.posting. could only wish my mother health's problem not in serious state. if it happened then it happened already. there will be no more lame posting here. i've closed those chapter and now writing the new chapter. the marshmellow pie now replaced by the marshmallow pie. happy go lucky are now readyyyyy!!!

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-15030486856408270292009-11-06T19:11:00.001+07:002009-11-06T19:14:14.656+07:00

you never know when someone's lying to you you never know what person next to you think you never know when you would meet your soul mate you never know when your next gases stop you never know who would come to your sixty's birthday  you'll never know what God's planed for you until the time it happened right in your nose.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-66291975504978344992009-11-03T18:14:00.001+07:002009-11-03T18:15:44.190+07:00

without the traffic jam and polluted air, it's truly my lovable hometown :)

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-87201081839268221222009-11-03T17:42:00.000+07:002009-11-03T17:42:58.667+07:00

Ketika itu aku sendiri, mendengarkan alam marah. Gelegarnya bersahutan seperti argumen mereka, hening, lalu datang dengan mengagetkan. Membuat aku bergetar hebat, takut akan ditinggal sendiri. Pojok tempat tidur, bantal, dan selimut adalah tempat berlindungku. Tempatku berkeluhkesah, tanpa harus mendengar cerca. Pendengar setiaku. Pelipur lara di kala senduku. teman sejatiku selalu sepanjang masa

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-29053394298196403672009-11-03T17:35:00.000+07:002009-11-03T17:35:09.442+07:00

Aku lari dari keramaian hiruk-pikuk emosi. Pertunjukan yang mempertontonkan hati manusia dengan jujur, memikat hati para penontonnya untuk ikut berperan dalam drama emosi bertajuk 'kejujuran'. Membawa penonton terlarut dalam pasang surut ombak kehidupan. Menjamu dengan keindahan, seketika dihempas ombak terdampar di daratan Tuhan dengan hati pincang. mencoba mengulang langkah awal kami...

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Saat dihadapi dengan kesulitan-kesulitan yang terlihat tak ada jalan keluarnya, selalu ada yang mengingatkan. Dalam berbagai bentuk: teguran, pujian, sapaan, kejadian, teman, keluarga, orang asing, siapapun, apapun. Begitu juga hari ini, i feel like i'm nearly going insane! Kenapa manusia harus punya emosi, perasaan, amarah? Tiga hal yang tidak dapat dikontrol dan di manipulasi. Jika sekarang

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-66142792884863126372009-10-29T20:45:00.002+07:002009-11-03T18:10:06.830+07:00

I, finally arrived at home. this morning some fortune cookie said,   "Rizkhi darling, you will now be starting to feel  more refreshed and relaxed than you have for  a long time."  I tried to believe and facing the day with big smile :) hopes for a brighter day and wish to be at home, as soon as I can. but the truth is ugly fantastics! nothing was going well... rather than feeling refreshed

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Kabar mengejutkan dari dunia kegendutan. Akhir-akhir ini memang saya merasa badan kok gak lincah geraknya, terasa berat terus kemarin pas latihan tari ada gerakan memutar sambil jinjit. padahal udah dicoba berkali-kali tapi kok gak bisa-bisa, bahkan keseimbangan saya pun rasanya berkurang! baru latihan satu jam aja udah ngos-ngosan. karena merasa aneh saya pun kembali bertemu dengan teman lama,

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among 7 subjects i take this semester, 2 was takehome midterm' test, one i havent take the test yet because some accident, and the rest were totally failed! yes, failed! im perfectly screwed today ~~ brrr splash on my face. im sorry if i messed up this day mom :( i think i need one huge step to finish it. I feel as if im about to crack up :'(

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Whooohooo just one subject left! yup, tomorrow is my last day of exam ! don't care about the result anymore, its a relieve i can do the midterm in this chaotic week. Now, we'll be heading to thermodynamic of material... which is an open sheet test but perfectly scared me. seniors said the grading's 'gaib' you coud say a gamble. smart doesn't count here, luck is preferable :) i'll just spend this

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‘If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And, contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?’ Text from ‘Alice in Wonderland’ written by Lewis Carroll. my brain filled with vacancies, there's space everywhere. did you know that my body contains dislocation in every

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-5880433077742687692009-10-22T08:34:00.000+07:002009-10-22T08:34:45.668+07:00

damn. another catastrophe happen here. a gigantic catastrophe. this is my midterm week but the real life test were alot more sucks! ugh! one year has passed after my stomached-6hour surgery, im grateful there's no significant problem. in another side of my life... evaluation,  examination, and another pain in the butt comes to me :) my iron making process and basic physic midterm test need to be

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find my latest word here

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  karena sudah penat dengan keadaan dan tumpukan kertas yg harus dibaca ini, sekilas tadi saya melihat televisi,  fyi im dying because the midterms exam Monday. berita yg ada benar2 membuat hati terketuk dan berpikir, sejahat itukah kehidupan ini?     Seorang anak berumur 10 tahun yang menjadi seorang yatim piatu karena tsunami aceh 2004 lalu, membunuh Ibu angkatnya sendiri. akhirnya mendapatkan

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belakangan ini teman-teman di departemen saya sedang asik dengan mainan baru, rubik (kubik dengan 6 warna berukuran 3x3). saking tidak ada kerjaan, jenuh dengan pelajaran kuliah, dan bosan dengan rutinitas yang rasanya tak akan pernah berubah, alih-alih malah bermain rubikberharap dapat menyelesaikannya sendiri tanpa tutorial apapun.  bermain rubik membuat saya teringat akan masa kecil, saat

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three weeks has passed with routine. wake up early, eating, fasting, go to college, chit chat with friends, and then go home. nothing is special, but im the hero in this story. so i would make this routine looks just not like a routine. because im the hero here.and i made my own stories,the sugar-salt taste's stories.

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 Morning, Let's start the routine and have a great Monday today ! :) For some reason, today feels so difficult and exhausting I hold my pillow closer as I sit alone in my room I fidget with my phone as my heart For some reason feels empty today The suddenly ringing phone surprises me I hear your voice, asking me if I ate today Although at times, they annoyed me, today those words feel different

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wow, so many things happen in this one month. walaupun sisa liburan semester yg cuman satu bulan ini gw gak keluar kota dan berlibur seperti kebanyakan orang tapi banyak pengalaman baru yg gw dapet. again and again. seperti liburan2 gw yg lalu apa yg sudah gw rencanakan jauh hari pasti gagal. rencana kembali belajar setir mobil gak jadi. oh well dulu gw bisa setir mobil sampai akhirnya gw

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-16068673065216523682009-08-27T19:33:00.001+07:002009-08-27T19:38:19.580+07:00

        Akhir-akhir ini banyak isu beredar tentang budaya asli Indonesia yang diakui milik Malaysia. Batik, Keris, Lagu daerah maluku 'Rasa Sayang Sayange', dan beragam lagi lainnya. Hal ini memicu ketegangan antara kedua negara. Bahkan publik Indonesia yg merasa panas dengan hal ini membuat sebuah blog malingsia yg menurut sang author isinya mengupas kejelekan-kejelekan malaysia. pelesetan '

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dasar deh temen gw yg satu itu..... setiap saran dari dia gak ada yg panjang lebar. cukup singkat tapi kena. hahaha. yes, i know it already that life is about choices. there is no wrong and there is no right. you only need to pick one piece of paper and fill it with anything you like. you want some amazing novel ? happy ending story ? or failure ? the pen is already in your hand... make a move so

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Beberapa hari yang lalu ada kejadian yg membuat saya semakin merasakan pentingnya rasa nasionalisme. Ketika itu, eyangti sedang berkunjung ke rumah dan menyirami tanaman di depan rumah. sebuah kebiasaan beliau ketika sore hari menjelang. tak disangka, tetangga sebelah kami sedang kedatangan tamu seorang pria umur 30an (perkiraan saya) berkebangsaan swedia. pria itu menegur eyang dan terjadi

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hari ini bukan hari biasa bagi saya. hari ini pertama kalinya saya menangis di makam ayah. padahal sudah sejak 12 tahun yang lalu beliau tiada dan sejak itu tidak pernah setetes air mata pun saya keluarkan. namun,  hari ini saya tidak bisa berhenti menangis hingga kami beranjak dari makam. saya sendiri tidak tahu alasan mengapa saya menangis ? saya jadi takut sendiri dan merasa tidak enak melihat

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-2292758973772099682009-08-14T23:41:00.004+07:002009-08-15T00:03:25.785+07:00

i keep asking my self, why can i fall ? "because i can get up again, wheter with my own strength or the help of other's."i feel rectless lately. i have to make a big decision which may cause trouble and joyness in the same time. maybe  i could succed but the chances to fail is bigger.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-35525165201107201002009-08-10T01:24:00.000+07:002009-08-10T01:24:42.009+07:00

I am totally ruined. I only notice my crumbled grammer when I am in a deadline for my paper tonight. absolutely ruin. Oh, I dont think I could make it this time. I need to calm down first... This the consequence for never practice babe! I made promise to my self that I'll use my proper English often. Starting tonight, the before-sleeping essay is a necessity.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-47934403618275927532009-08-09T01:48:00.003+07:002009-08-09T01:56:47.305+07:00

perjalanan pulang dari Bandung hari ini dipenuhi dengan perdebatan. Perdebatan kecil, sederhana yang berlanjut menjadi perdebatan sengat. Sangat menarik untuk di dengar. Sebenarnya hanyalah sebuah masalah kecil. Namun, people's feeling are involved there. pihak 1 tak mau berkomunikasi dengan pihak 2. sedangkan pihak 3 hanyalah penengah yang memiliki hubungan baik dengan kedua pihak. namun,

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-51239869409701962272009-08-07T21:46:00.004+07:002009-08-27T21:20:00.285+07:00

Ya Tuhan, Langit malam ini terlihat terlalu sepi tanpa hiasan bintang dan terangnya sinar bulan Langit malam ini tak seperti biasanya, Ada sinar lembayung menyembul di antara hitamnya langit dan pepohonan Aroma Jingga melebur membuat malam terasa lebih hangat walau, tanpa hadirnya harap dan asa. Tuhan, Aku rindu langitku yang dulu selalu kulihat setiap malam Aku merindukan kehadiran

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-16458095032073745622009-08-07T03:45:00.003+07:002009-08-07T04:26:20.196+07:00

this theme is the result of my sleepless night. cos im already bored with those blogger own template which make me repeatedly changing my themes once a week i tried to edit these Arthemis theme. this is my first time playing with the xml code, it confusing :) but im pretty happy with this theme. today, once again, my daring insomnia seems to miss me these late few days. the last time i had

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i can no longer divide reality from imaginationthe lala land in the left corner of my brain has grow bigger and biggerit oversize my cerebrum, the memory loss and damage.i can no longer taste the delicious realityeverywhere i look is the same, Grey.it's not white and it's not black either

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-19724041419977123002009-08-06T00:11:00.008+07:002009-08-27T21:49:04.417+07:00

the night come and all become darkinside me feeling empty just by looking through itweak side of me awakenthe only one star in the skysmile to mehe said that i'm gonna be oknothing to worrybut the moon said it just a lieas cold and dark as the sky your life would become'do you think the star have enough light to shine the sky like me?'then believe me,the moon said.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-34819109874385286722009-07-29T22:59:00.006+07:002009-07-30T10:08:19.383+07:00

Banyak orang berkata kalau hidup ini adalah sebuah panggung sandiwara. Layaknya lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh alm. Nicky Astria. dunia ini panggung sandiwaraceritanya mudah berubahkisah Mahabrata atau tragedi dari Yunanisetiap kita dapat satu perananyang harus kita mainkanada peran wajar dan ada peran berpura-pura mengapa kita bersandiwaramengapa kita bersandiwara peran yang kocak bikin kita

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-66533864927029425552009-07-29T16:51:00.009+07:002009-07-30T09:44:54.111+07:00

I believe there's always firts time for everything. it was around November when i had my first surgery. the day before, i was still gosipping and laughing with my friends at college but as evening come my stomached got worst. it felt like someone was slicing my stomach with a sharp knife. i can't even walk. and it got worst when i didn't make any move. i wanted to cry, but my tears wont fall. at

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-2095875469167311282009-07-29T14:58:00.001+07:002009-07-30T09:45:34.943+07:00

Wikipedia defined blog as a website that usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Nowadays, blog have become one of the most popular ways to communicate in the Internet. Blog, which originally comes from the word web log, is another form of diary that is posted to some domain in the Internet and

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-12934186131418746642009-07-12T19:40:00.004+07:002009-07-12T19:49:21.270+07:00

care to here my another rambling ? here it goes :)sabtu kemarin saya dan keluarga mencoba jalan baru menuju puncak. Gadok. saya tahu jalanan itu dari seorang teman yang memiliki rumah disekitar sentul. dia bilang ada jalanan yang lebih 'menyenangkan' disana. :)*pause : theres a fight here in my room, im gonna watching it for a while first ;)

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baru saja ke sana dan ke sini, melihat-lihat blog jaman kadaluarsa dulu :) jadi ketawa sendiri,"ooh dulu gw seperti itu ya... tapi masa iya sih?" ada bahasa2 yang kayaknya bukan 'saya' dan hal-hal aneh yang sepertinya tidak penting (hehe) :D sepertinya tidak ada blog saya yang bertahan lama yah. Mungkin memang saya orangnya cepat bosan dengan sesuatu, bertemu yang baru yang lama dilupakan... tapi

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-80652176774962818792009-07-10T19:16:00.002+07:002009-08-06T00:34:36.550+07:00

Adakah kau rasakan kadang hati dan fikiran Tak selalu sejalan seperti yang kau harapkan Tuhan tolong tunjukkan apa yang ‘kan datang Hikmah dari semua misteri yang tak pernah terpecahkan mata hati telinga - maliq & d' essential

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-21122020641957556692009-06-29T23:13:00.001+07:002009-06-29T23:28:18.696+07:00

Teardrops in my window maybe describe my feeling best this moment. Absolutely blank. Too much to reach. Too many things to think.Too pain to feel love. Too tired to live.Indicates : down to earth syndrom (see the reality, darling!)

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-73879240011497266392009-06-28T11:34:00.003+07:002009-07-08T23:02:11.926+07:00

another day has passed awaywith just a blink of an eyewhy bother to make another mistake if life is so shortthe count of your fingertipsthe drop of your tearsand the happiness in your smilewhy bothermake this day a wonderful dayif it would just pass on like any other daysforgotten like you and mepeople had stroke unreachable and unthinkable history of their ownto dreamis another way to let out

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-70002282887915588882009-06-24T17:32:00.004+07:002009-07-08T22:55:34.061+07:00

wew, hari saya kalah 3-0 dari lintang. Hat trick haha. bisa dibilang dia jago? hmm, cerdik mungkin lebih tepatnya. tapi kan gw cuman pemula doank tang... lain kali main lagi, wait and see! *and... nothing will happen ;p hihi gak deng udah males gw mainnya hehehelol. emang dari tadi gw lagi gak jelas

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saya tak pernah menyangka jika dunia itu sebenarnya seperti ini. amat sangat kejam. selama ini, 19 tahun saya hidup, baru saya sadari saya hanya hidup di bawah ketiak ibu. i'm fully protected by her. mungkin bisa dibayangkan, saya adalah komputer yang rentan akan virus dan my mother as the antivirus. well, sebuah antivirus yang sangat hebat. Sehingga ketika ada virus yang ingin menyerang

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-77648502003423899532009-05-19T17:32:00.002+07:002009-05-19T18:21:11.944+07:00

i wonder they always have widescreen. i sometimes watch dvd from my latitude and found it that the screen is soo damn wide... wider than most laptop have. but this is the one that make it so comfortable to use. dell is my first laptop... but now i'm moving to mac. i think mac especially air (it's mom's. i dont have it) is very comfortable to use. everything become too easy to work on. eventhough

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-84962753574998688092009-05-18T21:09:00.003+07:002009-05-18T21:16:33.014+07:00

Up up down down left right left right B A startJust because we use cheats doesn’t mean we’re not smartI don’t see what anyone can see, in anyone elseBut youThe Moldy Peaches – Anyone Else But Youi noticed it from my friend. did you feel like hearing those up up down down left right left right b a start before? yes, it's a cheat for old age game player. still remember it dont you? you'll find

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-22202873301530703362009-05-18T21:00:00.001+07:002009-05-18T21:01:42.655+07:00

To lead a better life I need my love to be here...Here, making each day of the yearChanging my life with a wave of her handNobody can deny that there's something thereThere, running my hands through her hairBoth of us thinking how good it can beSomeone is speaking but she doesn't know he's thereI want her everywhere and if she's beside meI know I need never careBut to love her is to need her

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-91589526866039418542009-05-18T20:43:00.002+07:002009-05-18T20:59:28.712+07:00

lately i've been very trashy. nothing i've done have a meaning. everything is useless. maybe my brain has stop working right. especially today. i browse trash only. nothings useful.some link to my today's garbage can:http://apps.facebook.com/rock_legends/gigshttp://apps.facebook.com/restaurantcity/?pf_ref=sbhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcTQC_vhwT4http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rco71wgm-Bohttp:/

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i should have studying this time. for the next two weeks i will have my final test. there are 8 subject which i should and need to passed. but why in the world hell did i don't know that i dont have the right mind today. evenly yesterday while i have 2 days off for studying i just agreed to mother's wish to accompany her to my cousin's married. well it's not a bad experienced actually. it just

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-9315598364473602012009-05-18T20:15:00.002+07:002009-05-18T20:20:30.403+07:00

i just re-read my old blog..... the one that i made in senior high. why did i feel as if that blog have more not-trashy writing than this blog? i just didn't realize (or dont want to) believe i wrote those words. its just feel like reading others... well dont hope you will find a good writing just. actually it just another random thought of me especially when i got really bore and have nothing to

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-57698038891848173352009-05-18T18:51:00.003+07:002009-05-18T19:02:11.730+07:00

nothing in between. really. for sure. definitely. no doubt. seems like all i can do is just rambling garbage. nothing important, nothing smart, and nothing good. all i do is  a can of trash. i really tanks GOD for always giving me chances. giving me joyful. I WILL CHANGE MY SELF TO BE BETTER. I PROMISE. Please GOD, give me more time and chances. please guide me to the right path, show me the way

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-88838108281600297572009-05-14T19:35:00.002+07:002009-05-14T19:37:40.311+07:00

hate that lovable man :( why is he have to be so charming and i dont have my own self when around him. soo foolish :( but i love it when he came to see me :)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D~wish that 19 will be a lucky number and bring many happiness. 

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today's learning is about : human's feeling.~ story will be continued

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Lawrence Wetherhold is miserable and misanthropic: he's a widower, a pompous professor at Carnegie Mellon, an indifferent father to a college student and a high-school senior, and the reluctant brother of a ne'er-do-well who's come to town. A seizure and a fall send Lawrence to the emergency room where the physician, a former student of his, ends up going on a date with him. His daughter, Vanessa

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I've asked myself many times about this question.A question which always repeated on my mind.A question that i never forget,and never did i know what the answer was.: what is my goal in life?: what I want about success?: what is my dream?I don't even know what my life for.I don't hesitate about living.I even sometimes feel like, I'm living a death live.a live without passion and I don't even ever

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-77056075277617579352009-03-05T20:08:00.005+07:002009-07-08T22:40:17.661+07:00

nobody said it was easy. _the scientistagain and again.i really understand now, layaknya mobil gw harus dipanasin dulu biar bisa optimal. maksudnya apa? yah, kalo belum dikomporin ya gw gak akan berbuat apa-apa walaupun gw tau gw harus dan gw bisa. essay, presentation, paper, and all those damn #@$!!% things i've missed makes me run out of energy this week. well, thanks to R's writing my

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hari pertama kuliah di semester 2 ini diawali dengan aljabar linier. Pak dosen telat setengah jam lebih dan membrifieng kami dengan peraturan2 juga pilihan. dalam mata kuliah beliau yang penting adalah kompromi. he seems smart and confidence, but somehow i have a feeling kalau dia suka pilih2 'mahasiswa', kasih nilai bagus to the prettier even not smart is OK.waktu kosong setelah allin, kami ke

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-25103422469615011522009-01-31T12:08:00.002+07:002009-01-31T17:57:13.220+07:00

holiday means so mmuch fun... no working, no studying, but playing all day and... wasting money, hahaa. that's what i've done on this holiday :)baru kali ini saya mengalami liburan yang lamanya minta ampun. satu setengah bulan. awalnya sempat bingung mau diisi apa liburan semester pertama ini. beberapa rencana berguna dan menyehatan otak udah direncanain. belajar setir mobil, belajar masak di

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so how is it? did i dazzle you, Professor?did i jump out off the page? :)i just watched 21, and it's awesome!! how the system maker use a number one to beat another number one. all is to clean up the mess and keep the system to always be the only number one. well, being used by others, or let's say a science on how make other people useful to you without them being aware... some says it called

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semua orang pasti punya mimpi - setidaknya pernah memiliki mimpi. sebagian yakin pada mimpinya dan sebagian tidak.  banyak orang bermimpi dan ingin mewujudkannya,  tetapi tidak sedikit yang takut akan mimpinya sendiri. orang yang takut bila memiliki mimpi. takut karena dianggapnya mimpi itu terlalu tinggi, tidak akan bisa diraihnya. sesuatu yang jauh di luar realitas, di luar batas kemampuannya.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR, everyone!eventhough, it is late already :)wishing for the better everything and great days.probably this year will be a hard working year, whether in college or the duty as a grown up kid.hehhehe, 2 years to 20... i'm wondering how it would feel when I have 20 on my age...

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waaaah so many thing had happen...! wanna write lot of things but didn't have time yet... actually... i feel lazy, hehe .loll.happy.. happy...!!!

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Nowadays, many peoples have forgotten about responsibilities of their environment - a planet they're living in, earth. Eventhough they're aware of their responsibilities of the earth they seems to disregard it.   Todays industries' re being astonishingly irresponsible. Industries - especially resource based industries - disregard their responsibility and continue to increase the use of and

aldillanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-86561576975772087762008-09-22T19:18:00.001+07:002008-09-22T19:18:50.459+07:00

huff.really a bad day.hell.

aldillanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-64717172609078661102008-09-21T10:12:00.000+07:002008-09-21T10:13:43.713+07:00

~ terlantar lagi blognya... ,

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hari ini saya mengawali hari dengan sakit perut parah krn lagi 'dapet'. alhasil saya jadi keburu males ngapa-ngapain. eh, ternyata abis sarapan ada sms suruh kumpul psad jam 12.3o .huff. tadinya sih udah gak mau dateng, tapi ketahuan mama. yaudah deh dateng... mau brangkat aja banyak bgt godaannya, baju ilang, celana masih basah, gak ada kaoskaki, tapi akhirnya brangkat juga jam 10.30sampe situ

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-24236543114451504562008-08-26T19:12:00.004+07:002008-08-26T19:30:32.780+07:00

so many things happen in my life recently. and all brought me to my conciseness, to reality that i'm going to be an adult. i should be mature by now, and living my life with awareness. my goodness... i still have a child thought and behavior. what am i gonna do with my life? what will i be in the next 3 years?? wether i will be able to move on to a better life or stuck in this boring life...

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sama aja kayak iklan, yang menggiurkan awalnya tapi setelah kita tahu yaaah gitu doank ternyata, merasa tertipu. sama aja kayak sekarang... waktu tahu bisa masuk ftui, rasanya seneng. begitu dijalanin, hmm... baru berasa deh capenya. mulai lagi dari awal 'berakit2 ke hulu berenang ketepian' -nya. tapi gak ngerasa ketipu kok malah jadi maba ui itu ternyata seru dan menyenangkan, banyak hal2 baru

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oiyah cerita waktu tes amg blum selse yah. ntar aja deh pas 17 agustus hehee soalnya ceritanya juga tentang anak muda jaman sekarang yg selalu abroad minded mlulu. sekarang kan udah jarang anak muda yang cinta negaranya sendiri, indonesia :)

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-19975956790370435952008-08-06T21:38:00.003+07:002008-08-09T22:53:00.189+07:00

mana yg akan anda pilih untuk masa depan anda: hal yang anda suka dan nikmati, tetapi tidak terjamin dan tidak pasti sifatnya. atau hal yang tidak anda suka dan sulit menurut anda, tetapi pasti menjamin masa depan anda? i guess life is choices.kita gak akan pernah bisa mendapatkan semua yang kita inginkan dalam hidup ini. namun, kita selalu disuguhi dengan pilihan-pilihan yang terbaik. tidak

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-10615427808578017932008-07-26T19:22:00.003+07:002008-07-26T19:31:30.322+07:00

Thanks GOD, I'm accepted.ternyata No Pain No Gain itu bener...... , this is the BEST Day of My Life.seeing my mother's smile - because of what I've done - makes me feel GREAT. [even though, it's not the best] semoga kedepannya nanti gw bisa membuat mereka tersenyum bahagia setiap saat.^_^

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BOSEN.udah seminggu ini gw jadi 'bibi' dirumah. aaarrgh, gara2 si bibi pulang kampung mau gak mau gw ngerjain semuanya sendiri. nyapu, ngepel, nyuci baju, masak, weks. sebeelll.huuff. sabar ya naak,no pain no gain, habis gelap terbitlah terang ... semoga.i miss it... online, movies, books, uwwaah.... i want my holiday back!!

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-90077384682292663182008-07-18T19:06:00.004+07:002008-07-26T21:06:32.195+07:00

sebulan ini hari2 saya dipenuhi dengan ujian2 masuk akademi ikatan dinas. kenapa ikatan dinas? soalnya kalo ikatan dinas udah pasti kerjanya dan kalo bisa jadi pns kan enak, tunjangannya banyak udah gitu kerjanya santai (hehe, dasar sayanya aja males).ujian terakhir yang saya ikuti adalah ujian masuk Akademi Meteorologi dan Geofisika (AMG). wuih, ini bener2 pengalaman baru buat saya.dikartu

aldillanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-89810392943945053952008-07-18T18:07:00.002+07:002008-07-25T18:31:57.157+07:00

did you thing that your feet had been boundby what gravity brings to the ground?did you feel you've been trickedby the future you picked?well come on downall these rules dont applywhen your high in the skyso come on downcome on downwe're comin down to the groundthere's no better place to gowe've got snow upon the mountainswe've got rivers down belowwe've coming down to the groundto hear the birds

aldillanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-63375130069453801892008-07-18T08:25:00.005+07:002008-07-18T09:46:44.069+07:00

abis ngeliat peternakan (?) hamster saya jadi inget kalo dulu waktu sma (baru lulus 3 bulan aja belagu, haha) saya pernah jadi anak kost (tapi cuman 5 bulan, hehe).disitu saya bener2 belajar mandiri! (mandi sendiri, hhee)kalo biasanya dibangunin sama mama sekarang harus bangun sendiri pake alarm, sarapan hanya dengan setangkup roti (syukur masih bisa makan, nak!), kalo lapar harus jalan cari

aldillanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3460688091866602874.post-67246345933525387952008-07-17T21:21:00.000+07:002008-07-17T22:21:32.079+07:00

asik. saya lulus!tapi masih pengangguran .hiksiyah abisnya saya belum dapet kuliah. dibilang belum dapet juga gak bener sih. kalo saya mau sih saya udah bisa kuliah, di jurusan yang dimauin lagi dan di univ negeri yg kalo kata orang bagus, tapi sayangnya... univ itu di LUAR KOTA.jujur aja saya belum berani buat tinggal jauh di daerah, apalagi jauh dari orang tua! hmmm, saya besar di jakarta

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