lame

hate that lovable man :( why is he have to be so charming and i dont have my own self when around him. soo foolish :( but i love it when he came to see me :)

one more

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! :D

~wish that 19 will be a lucky number and bring many happiness. 

brain vs. heart

today's learning is about : human's feeling.

~ story will be continued

Smart People

Lawrence Wetherhold is miserable and misanthropic: he's a widower, a pompous professor at Carnegie Mellon, an indifferent father to a college student and a high-school senior, and the reluctant brother of a ne'er-do-well who's come to town. A seizure and a fall send Lawrence to the emergency room where the physician, a former student of his, ends up going on a date with him. His daughter, Vanessa, lonely and friendless, who's been bonding with his brother, tries to sabotage dad and the doctor's relationship, but Lawrence is good at that without help. Is there any way these smart people can get a life? Can happiness be pursued beneath layers of irony?

Most of smart people doesn't have a smart social living? or Most of them who have a good social live is actually a clown? You can't have it all. Life is about choices. 

Living a Death

I've asked myself many times about this question.

A question which always repeated on my mind.

A question that i never forget,

and never did i know what the answer was.

: what is my goal in life?

: what I want about success?

: what is my dream?

I don't even know what my life for.

I don't hesitate about living.

I even sometimes feel like, I'm living a death live.

a live without passion and I don't even ever dreaming of wanting a life.