another journey to the past

i just re-read my old blog..... the one that i made in senior high. why did i feel as if that blog have more not-trashy writing than this blog? i just didn't realize (or dont want to) believe i wrote those words. its just feel like reading others... well dont hope you will find a good writing just. actually it just another random thought of me especially when i got really bore and have nothing to do. another weird side of me for you to know...