yesterday, today, tomorrow ?

so many things happen in my life recently. and all brought me to my conciseness, to reality that i'm going to be an adult. i should be mature by now, and living my life with awareness. my goodness... i still have a child thought and behavior. what am i gonna do with my life? what will i be in the next 3 years?? wether i will be able to move on to a better life or stuck in this boring life... ganbatte!